WHITE LIES
Monday, March 1, 2010

@ 9:27 PM
Perhaps there exists an imaginary wall
or veil
that separates me from most people.
One that solidifies and gets taller
with each passing day.

~Beyond the veil, lies the deepest secrets~


Today.
2 rehearsals.
I gave in..my 80% i guess.
I tried to focus.
Although i still stumbled a little bit on my newly established taici
I hope i did better than saturday
If not
I would seriously zibei
Perhaps i can practise more on my overall performance
I still feel im lacking a little bit of confidence.
Lets hope tomorrow is better.
I want 90% for tomorrow.
but i just hope i wouldnt get as tired as i did today.

COME ON I CAN DO IT.
and try to displease less people.

somewhere
too far for us to find.