I seriously dont know what to do anymore. I think history repeated itself. Seems like my MSG will >3.5 again. I dont want to blame on anyone, just myself. But the world is so unfair. Mixing emotions from dramafest+huagang+failures is a bad concoction Very bad indeed. Seems that the only thing that can make me happy is huagang. though now is tankk which even historians will probably find it boring at least during rehearsal its fun sigh/ i want to sink into a corner and scream out loud somewhere too far for us to find. |