I really dont know what percent i gave in today.
But i also dont know why my voice suddenly creak.
And i made quite a few regretful decisions.
Shant elaborate.

Did it just end, or did it just start?
I think it just started.
1 down, 2 more to go.
The amount of time i spend today practising my lines, whether is it alone, with jinyang, silently, loudly, emotionally, blankly
I'll have to double up.
tomorrow.

For i do not want history to repeat itself
And forget 台词/lack emotion during performance/pailian
It sucks to be the one feeling as if you have spoiled the whole show
and the self blame afterwards is painful.

I shant repeat history.
Never.
24 hours, 45mins to the next perf.
小巨人 jiayou.

I really dont know what percent i gave in today.
But i also dont know why my voice suddenly creak.
And i made quite a few regretful decisions.
Shant elaborate.

Did it just end, or did it just start?
I think it just started.
1 down, 2 more to go.
The amount of time i spend today practising my lines, whether is it alone, with jinyang, silently, loudly, emotionally, blankly
I'll have to double up.
tomorrow.

For i do not want history to repeat itself
And forget 台词/lack emotion during performance/pailian
It sucks to be the one feeling as if you have spoiled the whole show
and the self blame afterwards is painful.

I shant repeat history.
Never.
24 hours, 45mins to the next perf.
小巨人 jiayou.